WARNING YOU ARE ABOUT TO SEE ALL OF ME AND I DO MEAN PRETTY MUCH ALL OF ME!!!!!!(Possibly graphic in nature look at your own risk)

Ok if you are still with me you are probably wondering what the heck is with the title.  Well I am about to post not only my start weight and all my stats, but I am also going to post all my before pictures and well they are not pretty at all.  I am a big girl and well as a big girl when you do the traditional before shots in the bathing suit/bikini/bra and panties it just isn't pretty.  In fact if you don't want to see anything you might even think or consider graphic PLEASE TURN AROUND NOW AND DON'T LOOK ANY FURTHER.  If you are brave enough and want to see the ugly truth then after the basics and the stats you will get to see the ugly truth.


So here are the basics:

Weight Loss Start Date: March 19th, 2014

Weight Loss Start Weight: 259.6 pounds EEEK!

Weight Loss Starting BMI: 44.3  GULP!!!

Weight Loss Starting Body Measurements:

Height: 5 feet 4.5 inches

Neck: 16"

Chest: 43" and 48" (women will understand why there are two different measurements)

Upper Arms: 18.5" Left arm 18" Right arm

Stomach: 43.5"

Hips: 51.75"

Thighs: 31.5" for each leg

NOW COMES THE PICTURES BE WARNED THEY CAN BE POSSIBLY CONSIDERED GRAPHIC IN NATURE!!!!!!!!!!

I know pretty scary right!?!?!  Well that is me.  That is the whole ugly truth of it all in the land of spare tractor trailer tires, multiple back fat rolls, saddle bags on my arms, touching thunder thighs, and cellulite as far as the eye can see.  It would make anyone want to change right.  Well that is where I am at.  I am changing the image I see in the mirror.  It will take awhile, but I can do this one step at a time.

Let's Do This

So let me start out by saying I am new to this.  Let me correct that I am new to blogging, but not to weight loss.  I have lost the weight and gained it back and been on the yo yo roller coaster of weight loss.  I am the mother of two wonderful children who deserve a mom who has the energy to play with them every day.  Right now I am not that mom, but I will get there one day at a time......one step at a time.


For me to be on here doing this is a big deal.  I am about to start posting some of my most personal information on here.  I am going to be posting pictures of myself, my weight, my bmi, my measurements and so much more.  For me as not only a woman, but a larger woman sharing these things are like walking around naked in public for the most modest people I know.


So if you are still with me I thank you and if not that is ok too.  If you are here to say negative things that is ok.  Everyone has an opinion and is welcome to it.  If you want to leave words of encouragement or are here to even help yourself along this journey then thank you and welcome.  We are all here together and if I can help one person then I have achieved one of my goals.  My other goal is to hold myself accountable like never before.  This is a very public and searchable way that anyone can see and find this.  I hope that if I get even one follower that they will follow me and hold me accountable by wanting to know how I am doing. If you become that person I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart.  So as the title says...let's do this.